Feeling pathetic =(

Tonight a relative announce (through FB) that she's pregnant, even included a pic. holding the pee stick. So, what's my first reaction...a mixture of saddness w/why can't that be me? just last week 2 people I know announce their pregnancys (a co-worker and a old highshool friend). I feel horrible because I do want to be happy for them, specially for my cousin, but it just hurts =( . It's stupid, and even mean, but I notice the closer I'm to the person (who is pg) the more it stings. I hate myself for feeling like that, and I hate body even more.

This weekend...

Saturday was fun. I had brunch w/my mom, one of my sister's in law and 2 nieces. After brunch we went to see Brave, it was a cute, funny movie and the main has I have the same hair. Her hair is red, mine is brown, but other than that we have the same crazy curly hair. Seriously, it's like they saw me waking up and decided that was going to be Meridas hair.
After the movie I came home, the husband wasn't feeling good. So he decided to stay home while I went my parents to have dinner and enjoy more family time. I did bring him dinner.
Sunday was spend doing laundry, going to the meeting and relaxing.

 

 

 

 

 

I've been wanting to take a photo of my 5 nieces together (mostly as a gift to my parents), well I almost had to beg the the 3 oldest ones to sit for the photo. Then for 2 mins I took like 15 pics trying to get a decent one and @ the end I didn't have 1 were one or two of the girls were closing their eyes, not looking @ the camera or doing a weird face. Guess I can always try some other day.

 

Family fun =)

Yesterday (Saturday) we had a get together at my older brother's place. Even though the heat was bad (90s) we had fun. My 3 youngest nieces played in a kiddie pool and I wished I was small enough to join them =). We had lots of yummy food to eat and talked and enjoyed each other's company (although I wish my hubby had been there).

 

 

 

 

 

After I got home I put my camera away, then about an hr later I looked through the window and saw this, ran grab the camera and took it. It looked better in person though.

 

Nieces