Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Here we go again...

we are doing IUI #4 this coming Friday. I'm feeling both hopeful and nervous at the same time. Hopeful because this time we added Citrotide which basically helps to prevent me from ovulating too soon and therefore instead of just having 1 follicle, I'm hoping to end up w/3. However, I'm nervous because since this is IUI #4, I'm not sure my RE will let me do another one if this one doesn't work. In the past cycles they (RE office) has asked me if we have consider IVF. I also know that usually after 2-4 failed IUIs people move to IVF. And trust me, if money was an issue, we would gladly move to IVF next cycle (if we had to of course). Unfortunately, $ is an issue, and that sucks...a lot!

For now, I'll just try to be positive and hopeful. I like to believe miracles still happen.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

It's been 3 years

since we said I do!

 

 

 

 

I love my husband!...hoping many more years to come.
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Monday, October 4, 2010

Just a thought...

I keep telling my self not to lose hope, although in reality is much easier said than done.I constantly wonder if I'll ever get to know what it's like having a little life inside me or hearing that heart beat for the first time. Although, it scares me to think it'll never happen, I don't want it not to happen because I gave up.

Friday, October 1, 2010

Probably late here

but whenever I listen to "Haven't met you yet" by Michael Buble I can't help but to think of our (hopefully soon) future baby. I admit, I actually have 4 songs (so far) that make me think of our future baby. Most likely these songs were written for a significant other/romantic person. However, for me and probably for many others, struggling w/infertility these have taken a different direction.
So my list so far is: I knew I loved you, by Savage Garden
I don't want to miss a thing, by Aerosmith
Haven't met you yet, by Michael Buble (I know I mentioned it earlier)
Todo cambio, by Camila (in spanish)
* an old pic. with some of my fav. lyrics.