And another cycle begins...

So AF came today and yes I was disappointed, but not surprised. With that, month 17/cycle 16 begins. This cycle (hopefully and looking forward) we'll be doing IUI. I'm requesting to have my cycle monitored by a different dr. this time since last time the other dr. neglected/miscalculated my ovulation day and because of that we had to cancel the IUI. She even made it seem like it was my fault, which added to my disappointment =( . Every cycle I hope and pray that it is The One, but that same time I try not to get my hopes too high up cause then it hurts more when AF gets here. However, if we get to do the IUI I know automatically my hopes will get higher.
One thing that I'm happy or rather thankful for is that I've been ovulating ever since taking Femara (5 cycles), that being said it's a bit worrying because I thought once I was able to ovulate I would eventually get pg (just hope and pray nothing else is wrong)...ugh...fertilily problems sux! I know I have to stay positive and I DO try, but that doesn't change the fact that it sux.

Dear lab person:

Why don't you listen to me when I said to get my blood from my upper hand because you won't any blood from my arm? Do you think I lying and just want to be poke twice after you did tried to get blood from my upper arm and moved the needle both ways and still nothing came out?
Seriously, if say just do it on my upper hand is because there's where the veins are easier to find. Trust me, after getting blood drawn 1-2 times a month (sometimes more) for the past 9 months I kinda have an idea about this...

Wanting but waiting...

So I've always like taking pics. being in them not so much. I love taking pics. of my nieces/ family and would like to take pics. of nature like leaves, trees, flowers and so on. However, recently I've been more interested in learning more about photography and the more I read about exposure/saturation/lighting etc...the more I would like to learn. So, in order to do this I need to get a DSLR camera. Unfortunately these type of cameras are not cheap. The one that I've been eyeing online is $499 @ walmart online. It's a Canon Rebel Xs and so far I've seen good reviews on.

I actually started saving for it and hope to be able to get by the end of June. I can't wait to learn how to use it (manual mode) and hopefully this new hobby will be a good thing for me =) I would hope to take decent pics. of our future baby/s.

Just testing...

So, this is my first blog entry. Let's see how this goes.