Thursday, January 27, 2011

water & family...

trying to get some water drops shots

my cute and sweet niece


my handsome husband that turned 30 yesterday...still a boy =)

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Parents

Swirl Heart 5x7 folded card
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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Everyone is getting pregnant

but me!

or so it seems =(
We been on a break since NOV.2010 (almost 3 months already)and to be honest it feels like time has been frozen when it comes to TTC. I told my self to be positive and strong about TTC and I'm trying, however I already had one break down a few nights ago. It's barely the 3rd week of January and so far I've heard of 2 new pregnancies @ work, plus an old friend and one cousin just had their 1st babies...so staying positive and strong gets hard. I know I'm not the only woman struggling to have a baby, but sometimes it feels that way.
So a few nighs ago I broke down and cried. I cried for the baby I don't have and for the baby I may never have. I cried for having a broken body and for feeling that way. I cried for not being " a normal woman" and not being able to get pregnant and have a baby "the normal way". I also cried because I feel weak, and I don't want to be weak. I want to be strong and keep fighting until we have our baby then I know all of it will be worthed.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Family, random...

*My mom, sister in law, aunt and my cousins

*The home made cupcakes were yummy and were made and decorated by my 5 nieces, SIL and myself.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

DIY camera bag 2.0

So I wasn't completely happy w/my first home-made "camera bag" so I bought another purse/bag (which was $8 dollars more than the first one) and even though I had to re size the cushion inserts I'm happier now =).

*pls. excuse my mismatch pj's




I got the "Hope" sign for $2 @ Ross =) It was yellow so I painted it "coffee brown", but it actually looks like chocolate. I think this sign really describes our feeling toward this new year. We have hope for many things: J to find a good/stable job. Be healthy, and most importantly, we hope for a baby! To expand our family of 2 to 3 =)