Here we go again...

Cycle #30 started 3 days ago. Tomorrow I start Bravelle (injections) again to help me ovulate. Since this will be IUI#5 (#3 using injections) it will probably be the last IUI I get to do =(. My RE's office really recommends moving to IVF after 3 negatives IUI (injection) cycles. Unfortunately, we can't afford to do IVF for now. So I'm really hoping and praying this IUI works. It really hurts to think that it'll take more than almost 3 years it has already taken to get pregnant and become a mother.
Ever since I was little I wanted to grow up and be a mother. I remember playing with my baby dolls (2-3 at a time) and they were my babies. My mom said I would even pretend to breast feed them, I'm not sure I remember that =P. Now that I'm 29, married and even more prepare to be a mom than when I was 5, we are having trouble =(
Life it's not fair, obviously, but seriously, it sucks. Infertility sucks.
For now, I'm just hoping and praying (a lot) that this cycle is IT for us. That 9 months from we have a baby of our own.

(took this a week ago, rainbows remind miracles still happen)