Some ramdon photos

With every month the passes

it gets more difficult to be positive. Cycle 19 was a fail because @ the last minute my follicles had poor respond to the medication =( So I tried to stay positive and told my self that at least next cycle I would be on vacation and at least I would be more relax since I would not have to worry about requesting time for appts. Well, never mind that, AF decided to show up about 10 days early and since we are gonna be out of town for 3 days, plus other timing issues, I didn't even get to do treatment this time. It SUCKS! every time I think we might actually have a chance something goes wrong. It's been almost 3 months since my 2nd IUI and since then we haven't had a real shot. I don't mean to me whinny, but it's so frustrating. At times I feel like I'm loosing hope =( then I remind my self, that I can't do that because at the moment it seems to be the only thing we have to keep going.

Another setback/dissapointment...

Last time I posted here I was in a better mood and feeling more hopefully than I'm feeling now. After doing Bravelle (injections) from cd#3-13, I went in today for another ultrasound and to see if my follicles were ready for IUI on cd#16. However, today instead of bigger follicles, the 3 main I had last appt, had disappeared or shrunk to a size 9...half the minimum size my dr. wants them for IUI. Even my lining went from an size 8.3 to an 8. I kinda new something was weird since my follies were not maturing as much as is expected, but I still couldn't help having a mini emotional break down after the ultrasound. The RE told me next cycle they are gonna start me on 225 units instead of 150. I really do hope and pray that my ovaries will respond better to that, as for now I can't help feeling disappointed, sad and mad at my body. So much for a March baby right?...

Another cycle...finally!

It has been almost a month since I last posted. I didn't really had something "important" to post about, and since I had those freaking cysts, I was kinda down. However, I'm happy to say that those cysts decided to shrink down(thanks to GOD =)) and yesterday after my baseline appt. I was able to start on my medication again. This is month 21th/ cycle 19th and it will be our 3rd IUI (second time w/injectables). I'm just hoping and praying that this cycle will be IT.

Other than that, I've been working on learning how to use my camera on manual mode. I'm also planning to get new lens for my camera since the kit one's don't seem to be that good. Anyways, here are some photos I've taken in the past 2 wks. (Don't judge, I'm new @ it)

ps: my husband gave me the cool/pretty Pandora bracelet, I'm hoping to add the stroller charm soon =)